Kelly Brook
Dear Diary,
Today I saw him for the first time. It was beautiful, time seemed to come to a halt and the only sound I could hear for the fast beat of my own heart. I almost allowed my self to enjoy the moment. To relish in the thought that he might actually look in my direction and like what he sees; until my reality ruined it.
I quickly turned away, I remembered
My excitement was short lived and a strong wind seemed to blow over the little candle of expectation I had lit. It was, yes in that moment that I felt the little nudging of my inner companion.
"I was formed & knitted in seclusion and THE ONE did not require the contribution of anybody. The FIRST &
GREATEST ARTIST looked at me as saw perfection and said "IT WAS GOOD"
Why then was I selling myself short?
Not only was I a work of art,I was designed to be someone's "helpmeet"
Could it be his, I attempted to rekindle my previous buzz. Why was I attempting to sentence my self before the verdict was passed.
By whose standard was I trying to measure myself initially. Oh how wrong I was as I remembered the words of- Vanessa Hudgens
"You have to be able to love yourself because that's when things fall into place."
Yes I'm not perfect, but I know I have a wonderful smile.
Yes I'm not perfect but I've been blessed with the gift of a voice
Yes I'm not perfect but when I look into the mirror I see one of a king of GOD'S creation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar lady who has been called into Gods marvelous light.
Now I might not be the one who catches, his fancy, but it doesn't make me unworthy.
He might not smile back at me, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm fearfully and wonderfully made.
And yes I know there is that person who will appreciate the ME in ME, because I have what nobody else in the world has. From my finger print to my DNA, and my personality, nothing can be duplicated.
Once again I disengaged from my kill joy mode, and turned in his direction. Confident of who I am, what I have and loving the new me, I looked at the future, expecting nothing but the very best.
Until next time dear diary.....
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oh my braces! My legs are too short and I have not shaved them in a few days. As I attempted to wipe the sweat forming on my brows I was reminded of the nasty Zit(pimple) on my forehead which seemed to be enjoying its new found home despite all the remedies I have used to put an end to it illegal accommodation.
@ Singles there's nothing as good as loving yourself because it is the you, you love that people will fall in love with. Forget your flaws because truly there is no perfection anywhere. The only perfect one is GOD. Your inability to love yourself is your own self made confinement. It ruins yourself esteem and radiates negative energy around you. Stay away from people who throw pity parties over their flaws, so you don't get infected. Look within, remembering that you were fashioned by THE GREATEST ARTIST that ever was, who is right now and will ever be.
Eyitemi The HomeBuilder
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